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So, I know that it seems I have abandoned my blog, and subsequently all of you.  I promise that is not what happened.  I have been in a lot of pain lately, everything from just feeling off (like my body was being taken over), to actual, physical pain.  It seems like it starts in my muscles, and especially my joints (wrists, knees, and ankles mostly), then I would swear that my bones hurt.  The pain comes and goes, and there are a lot of times where I am completely pain-free, but there are just as many times that I will be in the middle of a thought and feel like I was run over by a Mack truck all of a sudden.  And lately, nearly every time after I eat, I feel like my stomach is trying to run away.  Such a fun reaction to, well everything.  😀  We’re trying to get it all figured out, the doc and me, but in the meantime, I’m left to grit my teeth and breathe through it.  I am extremely lucky that I have great friends who understand and are there for me, even though I know at times that I am probably more of a buzz-kill/burden than a fun person to hang with, but they never complain.

As for you, my lovelies, stick with me and I promise that we will continue this journey together, even if it is at a snail’s pace. 😉

Here’s to happy times, good friends, and maybe just maybe, a blissful, calm day.

Sorry I haven’t been on lately, my dear readers.  First, I was locked out of J2GF and then when I finally dug my way back in, I was swamped with a personal project.  The bestie and I have talked forever about this project, but we have finally decided to get serious about it.  When I am given the go ahead to talk about it, I will let you all in on our little secret.  But more centered on this blog, ME! 🙂  More deets about my life lately after the jump in 3…2…1…

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Calm, at long last.

Posted: May 22, 2013 in A Step in the Journey
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I can’t believe this, but today is fine. I am calm, I am relaxed, and while I’m not ecstatic – I am ok. This is the first day in a while where some obscure image, sound, or thought didn’t send me into barely held back tears.

I don’t know why, but I’m not about to question it. Never look a gift horse in the mouth and such. I hope all of you are having as pleasant a day as I am. 🙂

If not, I’m always here via the contact form for you to talk to privately.

Until tomorrow, smile, because you look gorgeous with happiness written on your face.